Hypothesis of depression has a lot to mean but for those who caught on it will not see them. Powerful negative mind eruptions causes negative impact and rectifications. Mostly it’s better not to be depressed. Depression can be in any stage of life. However in my Late 30’s i got something erupted in my mind and now only i know it’s some thing called depression.
I was financially drawn back for reasons then the family issues were popped up. Then i loose a good partner(wife) in discussing these circumstances. Soon my family members been hated by my self inside and no good happened to me been with them. Fewer times i went away to find my good older friends and spent few days drinking but i felt zero even i was with them . They even can’t see the disaster in my mind.
Then i was planning to be lonely in a beautiful place and ended up with few cigars been burned. I visited a Buddhist temple as the next source of action . Well that brought me a little bit of ease i guess or those whole process done so collectively. I couldn’t always be in temples that i have to take care of my job and family still. Inside this period of time i lost most my sexual feelings and i felt nothing been with a partner .
What i was realized is i can’t sleep for long time. Just 1-2 hours and suddenly i wake up . The first feelings i got after the sleep was . Why this is happening to me and i’m nothing and getting more nothing hour by hour. Even i think i had small intention to be cured. Finally it broke me up to several paths and i wanted to have suicided. Ok then the plan for a suicide came in ,But finally i wanted to see my old mama before i do it. I went to see my mama and she felt something strange on me . Sat near me hold me for few minutes on her lap. I had a 10 minute sleep where i felt it as a century and waking up i returned to normal which i feel like i was in control . I went out from mama’s house and to my friends and then to temple and then came back home with full of sweets for my kids. At that night i had a 6 hour regular sleep and then following morning was ready for work .
It’s a simple story be with your most special person in your life ,when you feel like depressed or if you want to suicide . Later on consult your doctor and get the situation controlled. Restart your life with a tiny piece of light which will be a big deal after all . Recall your feelings after 6 months and laugh at you ..😂😂
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